twntyfive

It's funny how one person can have the ability to just walk into your life and cause an impact. 

To this day, 50 days later, you still cross my mind every single day. Whether it's a careless thought or something big, it holds no matter, your face and your voice and your actions, they all still pop up. It was practically 6 weeks ago that you brought me to Capitola, one of your favorite places, and yet I still remember clearly every single moment we spent together. The way you would find my hand again every time we let go and the way you laughed like a huge goober. I miss you.

I still can't locate the exact reason why I'm so hung up on you. You literally walked into my life and then straight through the back door. I once said that whether or not we amounted to anything, I wouldn't regret meeting you. But I'm not so sure anything about that anymore.  If I had never met you, I wouldn't still be thinking of you. If I had never met you, my emotional state would probably be a lot more different.