twntyfive

Life hasn't been easy lately.
Today I made a drive to somewhere I rarely go. Seems like it's become a place to clear my mind and a place to calm my heart. Today was frustrating. I've never really had a moment where I went "I cannot stay here. I need to get outta here." But it happened today and I just had to get out of the house. It was a difficult drive there, the whole time I was trying to calm my heart and my tears. Strange but at that moment, I felt like I was Tony in Iron Man 3 when he had his anxiety attacks.

You can say that I'm a bit scared. I've let someone become important to me again.