Wednesday, May 9, 2012

The Truth

"And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight, would you come back to me? And even if I walked on the water,
would you come out to sea? Now I can't spend my life standing by, 'cause even when I miss you, you're still not missing me."

Jackie told me that I seem a lot happier after the break-up, a lot more relaxed, relieved, and a lot more stress-free. And honestly, I am. I mean, going through the break-up sucks, but I have to stress no more about stupid stuff. I do what I want and have my good fun. I'm back to being happy (for the most part).

I've thought it through and there's no point in moping around and missing you. Because even when I am missing you, chances are that you're not even missing or thinking about me. I am nothing to you so why the fuck am I giving you so much importance in my life? I'm not wasting time on you anymore, it was never worth it.

I'm not that great but I think I deserved more. I need someone to give me their 100%. No bullshit.

I'll always remember that you decided to choose AACF over me. No matter what you say, I know that AACF was the problem. I finally understand how Mimi feels. How she hated APhiO do much. I just hope that you won't regret choosing them over me.

"Just 'cus you a nice guy doesn't mean you a good man."

Yee BOI.

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