Whatever stops the pain

Day 3...
Sigh. It's only the third day yet it seems like eternity already.

Yesterday I woke up at 10am. Parents were out already so bro and I went to eat lunch at Ben Tre. It was sooo hot but I still loved me bun bo hue :3 At night, we went to eat at Spices. Afterwards, I went out to meet up with Steph, Andrew, and Eric.While I was waiting for them, I was just sitting alone in the car. It was such a bad idea. I started crying and it was just a horrible feeling so I texted Neal and Kevin to talk. I really get so much support, I am truly blessed. Anyway, Steph wanted to sing K, but the next free room would be at 12:30am so since we were a few blocks away from Tonight, we went there instead. I didn't really want to drink but had a few shots anyway. Ming, Derek, and two of their other friends came to meet up with us. At that point it was already 1am. I wanted to leave but my car was parked a few blocks away and I didn't really want to walk by myself. Then all of a sudden, I got a call from Ray. It was really surprising o__O He was walking back to his apartment so I took advantage of his call, said goodbye to everyone and started walking to my car. We ended up talking until I got home and a little more. It was really nice, just having him hear me out and giving me advice. Ray and Mimi are the two people that continually check up on me and I'm so thankful for them. I've also got a lot of texts from other people and encouraging words. I really just need to stay strong, if not for myself, for everyone that cares and worries about me.