twntyfive

How do we truly forgive? Because I feel like I'm still holding a grudge.
It's quite ridiculous because I feel like I've forgiven, yet when I think about it, I'm still like 'wow, I can't believe you once did that to me...'
If I've truly forgiven, shouldn't I have forgotten as well? That's what God does for us right? I remember talking to Greg about a year back about the whole A thing. I told him how I felt angry and betrayed with H even though a few months had passed already. Do I still feel that way? Maybe I do...shit. Because I still don't understand how you could've betrayed me like that. I don't understand why you didn't take my side. WHY didn't you stand up for me? Why didn't you....