Here to express, not impress.

Shoooot. I was just thinking how I barely write down my feelings anymore because I'm scared to offend or show another side of myself. But then again, I am not a perfect person. I have my madface, sadface, frustratedface like any other. I looked back on my entries from two years ago and back then, I wrote down everything. That was when my blog wasn't even on private either T_T But in honest truth, it's not only that I don't blog my feelings, it's also that I stopped journal-ing as well. I don't know if it's just that I've gotten lazy or that I don't want to keep track of my negative feelings, but I've stopped writing in my journal for like a year and a half now...or maybe even longer. I hope it's not due to the fact that I don't want to have a log capturing my feelings. I need to keep in mind that life has both its' positives and negatives so why must I be scared to face it? I must not be. Let's try.

So there's this one girl that does not have a really good..image in my head. The thing is that I don't know her too well and so I barely have a reason to not like her. Yet I don't! That's the reason why I'm so frustrated T_T Sighsighsigh. The things she says and does are just so pointless. It's like 'No one cares' or that's what I think every time anyway. But I know what I'm doing. I know what I need to do. I need to just stop. There is no reason to not like her. I know I will be more in contact with her in the near future, so I must think straight.

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Exactly one week until the 10th of November.