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So I was reading back on some stuff I saved from months ago and I've come to the conclusion that even though we're over now and at this point we're not even friends, I'm going to cherish the half year we had together. Before I started reading the little things you said to me on Tokbox, I was debating whether to open the file, HPY, or not. Mostly I was on the "No, do not read it" side because I expected that it would just make me sad. But in the end, I opened it and read everything that I saved and surprisingly, I smiled the whole time until the end.

JANUARY 12
[0:45] Herman Yang: I'll just try it with you when you come if you want to drink too. =P
[0:45] Judith Leung: LOL
[0:45] Judith Leung: you make it sound like I drink!
[0:46] Herman Yang: Because you do. c(=
[0:46] Herman Yang: A little.
[0:46] Herman Yang: Or at least before.
[0:46] Herman Yang: Hahahah.
[0:46] Judith Leung: you upset me.
[0:46] Herman Yang: Just kiddding la.
[0:46] Herman Yang: I know you don't.
[0:46] Herman Yang: That's what I like about you too.
[0:46] Herman Yang: =)
[0:46] Herman Yang: It's hard to find girls like you.
[0:46] Herman Yang: That's why you're a keeper.

FEB4
[1:09] Judith Leung: you are such a loser, herman
[1:09] Judith Leung: =)
[1:09] Judith Leung: you know.
[1:09] Herman Yang: I'm your loser.
[1:09] Judith Leung: you always manage to make me smile.
[1:10] Herman Yang: You make me smile everyday.
[1:10] Herman Yang: You're the reason why I smile everday.
[1:10] Herman Yang: You put a smile on my face Judith Leung.

[1:57] Herman Yang: Oh, I love you too babe.
[1:57] Herman Yang: More than you even know.

I also wanted to say that I'm sorry about our last conversation. I remember you once said to me that if we weren't together, we'd make pretty good friends and I do hope that in time, that can happen =)




July 4th.
Had breakfast on San Bruno with my family and then decided to go to the bbq at Oyster Point. Twas pretty fun just chilling in the sun and seeing people. Half the group left and the rest of us just stayed until around 3-4pm. Finally cleaned up and decided to hang out at my house. Twas Mimi, Allen, Anny, Carolyn, Oliver, Jason &Tony Peng. It was like a second bbq because there was another bbq going on at my house so we got to eat more. Haha. I was tired outtt but they all took my bed so I had to sleep on the floor. They left around 1030pm and I drove Allen home &Oliver to the bart station.


#01 First one to leave! :[


#02 Mimi. We stay matching.


#03 The square pushups. Haha.


#04 They failed at this d:




July 5th.
Eric came to my church so after church, we went to visit Grace EFC ♥ Stayed only 15 minutes or so and then we decided to go to Serramonte. Shopped and then had McDonald's. Home. I'm hella waiting for Seaton to come back so we can all just have a good hangout like the old days.




So I was reminded of a good song the other day when Zhi played it at the bbq.
Raymond Lam - 愛不疚 (Insufficient Love)
It's always been one of my favorites, but now it's also something that's helping me let go and move on.






I've also come to the common saying, "Ignorance is bliss". I don't want to know about anything, I don't want to hear about anything. It just makes life so much easier to live. It's day 3 and I'm hoping these good days will continue on.

LAST THING. I can't wait until tomorrow which is the day that Hannah Montana 3 soundtrack comes out! I can't believe I'm starting to become a fan. Haha. I like "He Could be the One", "Don't Wanna be Torn", & "I Wanna Know You" :D

Okayokayy :)) I don't think I have anything else to say except that I finally renewed my expired library card! Haha, bye :)