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Things I've learned this week:

I can't control things. No matter how hard I want to hold onto something, I can't. There's no point in obsessing over it, getting angry/upset over it, there's no point to go crazy over it. If it happens, it happens.

My temper is ridiculous sometimes. I've come to realize how unreasonable I can be sometimes and I am really committed to get my shit together. There are battles worth fighting and there are battles worth skimming over. After a good reminder from my mom, I've been actually pretty good at keeping my temper. When I feel myself getting a little heated up or whatnot (disappointment, anger, annoyance), I just ask myself "is it worth it? am i going to end up regretting it? will i still be upset over this in a few hours?" and most of the time the answer is no.

It wasn't as scary or bad as I imagined it to be.

Once you realize something, accept it, it's easier to just be.