Eight.

The seventh month was probably the hardest month yet.
It was full of fights, arguments, disagreements, doubts, silence, and all of that other negative stuff. Long story short, I'm glad that's all over and we're on the road to recovery. You would think that after being in a 3.5 year relationship previously would help me with this relationship (or with controlling my feelings more anyway), but I guess knowing one thing doesn't make actually dealing with it easier.

Reading back on my monthly blogs are so bittersweet. In a way, I miss those memories, those times. It was so much easier and it seemed like we were so much more in love. But then I remember it only seems that way simply because it was the beginning, what they call the honeymoon stage. Now that we're done with that stage and perhaps more "steady", we're working on the future. I've always had the problem about comparing the now with the then. It's hard not to, but I'm working on it. Honestly I'm really thankful how patient Daniel is with me. He seriously makes me so mad sometimes but when it comes down to it, I'm willing to compromise to make things better for us.

Anyway, it's been a hard month, but as they say "It's not always rainbows and butterflies, it's compromise that moves us along." Cheers to this 8th month and hopefully things will be a little more calm after all the storms we had this month~