But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion.

I honestly don't know if I really want it or not.
I miss having someone, but
I don't miss all the emotional stress that comes with a relationship.
I like this stage that we're in.
I don't like having to assume, but
I also don't want to be the one to bring it up.
I think it's funny how things work out.
I like that he's visited me every day that I worked last week.
I missed having someone to talk to throughout the whole day.
I honestly do not know what's going to happen.
I don't like living in the unknown.
I like that he helped me pick/re-arrange flowers for my mom.
I think that my lack of sleep is catching up to me.
I honestly don't freaking know.