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"Leave the past where it belongs" 
I just finished writing my essay and that was one of the quotes I was writing on.

"However, the more grudges you hold in your heart, the only one who suffers is yourself. So in order to live happily, it is important to let things go and not hold onto them so tightly. Plus, people change and if one’s wrongs are continually held against them, they have no chance to start over or even have a chance to show change."


How is it so easy to write...but so difficult to actually follow my own thoughts and advice? 
It's really hard to truly forgive and forget. There are actually so many questions I still have and answers that I want. But when you start asking, it opens wounds and even doors that may lead to worse things. 


I was just reading an old blog and even though it's been two years now, I still question what happened. I just don't understand. What was going on?? Let me tell you one thing, it was not my fault for what happened. But anyhow, I'm glad that you understand and that you've learned the lesson. I really hope that you mean it when you say that you learned your lesson and it won't happen again. Because honestly, if it does, I will be extremely  disappointed. 


It would be really really nice to be able to erase certain memories.