" All the broken dreams, take everything. Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday. "

LA trip July 3rd-6th
Nothing interesting really.


#01 Cherrrrry! She's so big now.


#02 I think it's just me and my brothers but seriously, we were so amazed by my cousin's car's functions. So amazing. Just one of the miraculous things that the car does. Hahaha.


#03 New DS baby! :D Straight from zee HK.


#04 Swimming at like 930PM.


#05 With zee grandmother.


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" To let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't winning, & it isn't losing. It's not about pride, & it's not about how you appear, & it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, & doesn't leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It's not giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss, & it's not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome & to move on. It's having an open mind & confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting. It's learning & experiencing & growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry & made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had & all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, & the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It's realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, & to clear a path & to set you free. "

Obviously I haven't "let go" yet. I'm still trying to forget some things that happened between us. I regret having tried so hard yet resulting in nothing. I'm still trying to appear like it doesn't bother me anymore. And I'm still hurt by some things that you did. But forsure, I'm going to cherish those small moments that we had together because they're all I have left of you.


Remember that time when you said I better cherish that time you spent with me because when I'm over at SJ, you'll be gone?
-- I'm not even at SJ yet and you are already.

Fuck. I'm hella not gonna lie. I miss you and I can't deny it. As much as I say I don't care anymore, oh I do.