twntyfive

On the verge of tears.
*h o l d i t i n

From blog 4/16

You know. After experiencing this, it kinda scarred me. It makes me scared to get close to people now. It seems as if the closer you get with someone, the more hurt you will suffer if the friendship floats away.

I've already lost 3 friends in the past 2 months. Another one won't make a big difference. Do what you want. But today was seriously like a slap in the face.

I don't get why it's this way. The people I become close to starting senior year are the only people I lose my friendships with. Fucking strange.